I can't ignore everything and every name that miraculously reaches my screen. I gotta make sure I'm breathing and taking care of myself.
But I have a bad habit that proves my toxicity and childishness. Really, it's negligible because it's my problem, but some may find it serious.
I block like spammers. They seem unsupportive and seem to like my stuff just for attention (me clicking their profile, which works because I am terrible). Yes, I try my hardest to let them like my stuff without raising an objection or attempting to ask them to stop, but every low quality interaction with me gives me the heebie jeebies. Must be anxiety.
This only happens after enduring it for a long time. I'll end up alone at this rate. I already feel alone because my ideals for such interactions and connections aren't met.
The problem lies with me being unable to give back. I go hard on myself because I very rarely give the deep interactions to others that I myself crave so much. It happens and I like getting a nice chat about it, but it just doesn't happen with people who say small things like "nice" or "cute." I don't want to just say, "thanks."
Better to spare them from a negative reaction from me. That is all.